soul within

2005-12-09T10:12:00.000+08:00

haha yesterday wasnt so boring after all ... hahaha... after tuition went to sharons hse.. roshan and ravi were there tooo.. roshan is damn funny.. hahahaha.. found out the truth abt an asshole hahaha.. then sharons mum and auntie came hme and were like.. all the tickets to langkawi are booked we are only goin JB.. we were like huh?!?!?! but ya they were jus jokin lalala.. im so boredd.. woke up so earli .. at like 7 30 ?? dilmeet msged mi and i woke up .. dunno how oso lar.. haahha.. then cudnt slp .. so woke up had breakfast, bathed and did mi tuition hw hahaha.. yups.. sharon cumin over noww... wheeee hahaha... so yea.. anyways .. i gtg.. tatas ...

hum ne yaad kiya tumko .. tumne yaad kiya kissi aur ko .. khuda kare jisse tum yaad karo .. wo bhi yaad kare kissi aur ko =) .. mean .. but i like it*

2005-12-08T12:18:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. tryin to get into the habit of bloggin everyday :S so yea.. yest was extremely boring till at nitee... whole day slack at hme then after that i went heartland in the evening to buy my contacts... the previous ones kinda tore *grins* ... then went to cricket club to meet auntie and uncle frm canada... and my auntie was like 'harlene uve grown so big oreadi.. i rmbr wen u were jus thatttt tiny' wth... lols.. sat there and then went to lau pa sat for dinner.. SPORE FOOOD.. UGH!!! but the food was nice ((: then went to orchard to see the christmas lights.. centrepoint decorate very nice hahaha.. who caares.. anyways.. then came hme watch tv and slept.. today woke up at 11 plus.. wanted to wake up earlier.. but o well hehe.. gonnA have tuition laterr.. bleahh.. haha.. cant wait actualli... hehehee.. at least smth to do.. boring borin lifee... came across this real cute quote yest..

People are gonna talk about you, especially when they envy you and the life you live. Let them. You affected their life…they didn’t affect yours.

i cant stand it anymore.. u are sooo damn jealous of eevrythin.. o well noe wat??? i affect ur life but u dun affect mine.. so i cant b bothered ((:

*cant b bothered laa*
*im enjoyin my life*

2005-12-07T10:35:00.000+08:00

hey hahaha.. been up to so much nowadays but wen it cums to bloggin abt it... ooops ahhaha... ya.. las week sharon came over to stay.. met her at toa payoh then went to shopp then went alll the way to clementi to meet TJ and collect smths.. he looked soo sleepy lol.. i woke u up rite?? *girns* but then b4 leavin still can rmbr to say 'dun b notti girl ah' .. donkey hahaa.. then went down to little india for no reason .. and the bus frm clementi to little india is like darn darn darn long la hahaha.. but gd time to tok.. then reach there walk here walk there and took mrt back -_-" lols ... then came hme came online everythin ... then got ready again went for sum dunno wat at raffles town club... damn funny laa... lol.. came hme at abt 11 then went up to the room and watch movie until.... 4 30 a.m.?? lols then suddenli sumone knock on the door i tot dunno who sia... open.. it was........ MY MUM!! lol .. lame.. she was liike.. ull still awake?? then i said yes.. then she say okayy and go down.. riteeee.. lol .. then ne day woke up like 12?? then get ready everythin went out dunno where.. forget oreadi.. tat day was bad la..lolss!! hahaha.. anyways.. ya.. then saturday baljit got admitted into hosp. .. so since tat day ive been there la.. boring life sia.. cant wait for nex week.. langkawi.. =))

bitch.. ull learn it one day.. all this jealousness isnt gettin u anywhere.. cant u see?!?!?! grow up la.. childishness.. and stop trying to b who u r.. im surprised u cant see tat the onli reason he is tokin to u is cos hes usin u.. he tells the rest he hates u.. HATES U.. ugh .. ull never understand.. lets jus hpe u suffer the consequence soon... b4....... u shud noe (:

*hopefulli things will get better*
*I noe bf's cum b4 frens ... but ... do flirting partners cum b4 frens too????? ...

2005-10-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

im back back back hahaha.. sorry to all those who cum tag tag and find mi blog dead lols.. anyways.. have to admit lar been kinda lazy to blog :P anyways yea exams are over.. suppose to b ini camp at the moment but hehehe.. no lar been sick so yea =D been goin out oftennn very often hahaha... yest went orchard then to little india o god longgg story hahaha... but was fun... met sharon there.. lols.. we saw a john abraham look alike lols.. anyways.. mi gtg... so yea ... wil try and update soon la haha byeeeee

2005-08-24T19:50:00.000+08:00

hieee!!! hahaha.. im back alive... was dead for awhile.. haha.. anyways... i gtg studyy hahhahahaha.... blog sooon byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =P

2005-07-01T11:57:00.000+08:00

hie.. no mood to blog nowadays.. actualli its not no mood.. more like... no time... been stayin back in skool everyday for the prefects farewell nite pracice... sing until sick of the song 'stay the same' oreadi .. hais.. last thursday went to watch batman begins.. long story which wud b betta untold.. yeap.. then went to yishun temple... it was damn peaceful... everythin seemed rite wen i was sittin in the darbar sahib wit sharon and nimo... life was jus awesome... then.. friday went to skl for meetin then went to meet nimo and sharon to buy punjabi skool books.. we three wore jeans and t shirts.. and wen we went to the darbar sahib all eyes were on us.. cos our t shirts show a bit of the tummy so everyone was like o my god.. wat are these girls wearing and bla bla... cum on la.. ure living in the modern world now.. thank u!! argh!! all the ladies started toking abt us... it was damn obvious that they were tokin abt our clother... its not even indecent.. haiyo.. they and their mouths.. anyways.. then we went ps walk walk and got the OP pencil case hahaha... then went little india... ew! the guys there were disgusting.. how ugli a girl is oso they will stare like god noes wat! o man.. me sharon and nimo all walkin together so that none of us wil get 'kidnapped' -_-" lol ... then went to boy's shop to buy cd but he wasnt there so we go mustafa walk walk and suddenli .. there an eye caandy appeared! lol.. omg.. he was cute!! hahaha.. then we bought sum pens .. and we left then we went to boys shop and got the cds.. then e went back to mustafa .. lol ... but cudnt go for long cos sharon sister called and she had to go back so we all left... wen we jay-wak this big junction this idiot who was ridin a motobike go and gif us a pevertic stare eeeee!!!! lol .. then we went home.. the bes day... yeap! wit my 2 jaans!! hahaha... then this week has been a busy week.. yest in skool suddenli had fever.. o ya mr singh is our pe teacher! lol ... then run a lot!! haiyo... then left skool halfway.. and went to doctors straight.. check my fever had high fever.. 38.3 .. came home and slept the whole day hahaha... but was very restless .. then today nvr go skool but going later for prefects camp!! haha.. cant wait.. wheeeee!! lol ... yeapp.. tml goin punjabi skool and then flag day then to temple for sum party thingi.. i have to b the M C ...then goin back for the farewell nite... busy busy haha.. okie thenn.. byee

*dun try to ruin my life*
*stop being a bitch la*

2005-06-22T11:25:00.000+08:00

hey!! sorry sorry nvr update lol.. anyways.. have been having the time of my life these past few days.. those who noe wat ive been thru b4 are gonna b like... wow!! lol... but i have a feelin tat its cuming to an end.. touchwood.. lazy to blog la byee

2005-06-17T18:02:00.000+08:00

ello!! haha.. these few days have been fun fun fun!! loll.. nimo and sharon came over to stay... haha so funn!! tried calling aarti but her phone was engage and sandhyas in malaysia.. it was like we decided on sunday and monday they came lol... went to fetch them at bishan mrt..saw raymond and hes frens in the mrt and he saw mi onli i faster move away lol.. then hes frens look cos i tink he told them 'i noe that girl' ya.. anyways.. it was onli 1 station hahaha.. then went to buy tidbits.. wanted to get brown contacts but then lazy laa lol.. so head back home and started lol... went online first.. then came and talk talk in the room... then had pillow fite lol... we were each practicalli thrown on the floor .. screaming like we gettin molested =P then we eat dinner and then went to heartland to rent movies.. rented 4 but watch 3 lol.. at nite we never sleep at all.. took pics and watch movie on the laptop in my room... watched first daughter on that nite... then tok abt ghost all lol.. told our darkest secrets haha.. not reeli but yea lol... haha... then in the morning first ones to wake up... hahah.. dad was like.. huh? ull never slp? lol... then went to drop dad to the airport in our pj's lol... dint get out of the car la.. duh!! haha thenn... ate breakfast.. o i forgot to add that we ate sooo much junk food the previous nite.. if i mention them ull start to drool lol.. anyways.. so the nex day we all felt sick.. in the mornin finish eaating breakfast all cudnt take it.. including me.. 9 plus went to sleep till 1 hahaha.. then went to play bowling.. yea.. then suddenli finish onli we saw baljit outside then he bring us go orchard.. hmm went to paragon ... lalala (((: hahaha... then came home slack and watch new york minute and straight slept.. dint wan to get sick again.. o man that was bad lol... had pizza for dinna haha.. on wednesday wanted to play bowling again but in the end slack and watch the butterfly effect.. lol... yeapp... then nimo cud stay another day but sharon cudnt so dropped sharon at braddell mrt and we came home.. watch nex disc of butterfly effect and ate leftover pizza then mum bought thai food for dinner.. was yum but we were tooo full ... then we went out to fetch baljit.. he was at ngee ann poly.. his skool.. near there got one bar.. called.. halo bar.. then we sat for drinkss then we left.. eee.. got drunk girll and boy.. so scary eeww.. lol... then came home.. watch a bit of bride and prejudice.. then went to read a bit and slept.. tired laa.. then nex day nimo went home and i slack woooohooo.. lol... damn tired... then today had tuition... 2 30 to 5 .. woahh tired.. lol.. but now freeeeeee yaaayyy!!! lol k la.. gtg.. byeee

2005-06-06T17:50:00.000+08:00

hie.. man .. this week is packed!! haha.. hmm lets see.. on saturday .. went to malaysia wit levelmates and 3 teachers.. hmm .. was funn!! haha .. but tiring la.. hahax.. i sat wit jw in the buss.. haha... then took fotos oso .. mel took like a million pics of her and daph togetha lol .. hmm went to this place where they sold honey ... then went to the ostrich farm.. the ostrich is soo intelligent!! lol ... the man say 'tom, wheres my button ?' then he will peck the button .. 'tom wheres the bangle?' then tom will peck the button .. then tom will onli let ppl below 50kg ride him .. so the uncle took this big size guy and ask tom 'can he ride on u?' then tom shake his headd!! haha.. then the egg very bigg!! hahaha.. this guy stand on the egg the egg nvr breaakk wow... hahaa.. then went kota tingi waterfalls.. nice nice nice!!! hahhaa.. took sum pics there.. i took mels foto while she was sleping .. so cutee!! lol lol ... hmm .. then while sittin in the bus sumtin was going on behind the curtains =P betta dun say .. later i get bashed up wahahax.. yupp .. then went for the firefly cruise.. niceee haha... like christmas tree .. 'jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way' lalala.. hahaha.. hmm .. lets see then very dark lehh haha.. then came back to spore.. took a cab home.. mum, dad and baljit were outt.. so i came online to chatt... till abt 1 plus then damn tired went to sleepp *yawnns* then sunday went for sum performance thingi .. was okaii... but this 11 yr old girl dance SOO well .. OMG.. haha .. then today went for claymation project.. at first very boring so we all wan to ponteng.. but then in the end found out will have 1 week of DC *dots* so in the end went for lunch break .. suppose to b baq at 1 30-1 45 .. but came baq at 2 15.. lol .. hmm after that very fun .. cos in the grp is.. fio, jiawen, marcus, jarrod and deepak so then very funny.. and disgusting lol ... nonsense laa the whole grp haha... anyways yaa.. okai okai.. gtg .. so tiredd.. lol .. byeee
*dheere dheere se meri zindagi mein aana*

2005-06-01T20:33:00.000+08:00

-- JUS CALLED ... O MANN!!!!!! i dunno wats happenin!! :S

2005-06-01T20:14:00.000+08:00

hie!! haha.. today was gr8.. went out wit symaren all and met her cousin there.. lol .. had a freakin gd time.. they made me laf till i dunno wat... o man!! i dunno laa.. haha.. yaa.. went northpoint.. soo many jokes and.. NONSENSE jokes.. jus found out sumtings abt symaren.. :S HOW CUD U?!? hahaha.. and thanks for stoppin mi from msging -- i was damn tempted :(( dunno y.. and i keep on seein sumone.. wherever i look.. :S again.. lol ... haha.. ya... then jus came baq.. saw a few whitleyans haha.. and rmbr the tatooed guy.. lol ... hahaha.. yup yup.. okai im in like a very gd mood so yaa. haha.. kkk... byee!!
*tujhe yaad na meri aaye.. teri yaad ve mujhe nahi aati =P*
*i think my hrt is gonna cry*

2005-05-31T14:50:00.000+08:00

hie!! haha.. jus edited one of mi post.. for sum reasons... yea.. mus b careful of wat u write.. sneaky ppl all over the place... was suppose to go for manda's birthday outin today.. but sumthing came up.. hais.. anyways... been not havin a gd time.. ya.. nths going my way ... all the opposite way ... o damn.. and they say theres alwaes a rainbow after the rain.. for mi i haven seen a rainbow yet... i mean.. lifes jus sucking all the way.. o well... i shall act as if im enjoyin miself.. du wat i wan... i dun reeli care wat ppl tink.. ((: yep! haha.. kk.. i gtg.. bye!! and.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!!!!! luv u.. hahaha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIJESH!!!!!! dun luv u =P
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROHIT!!!!!! dun luv u too :D
kiddin hehe..
*wud i b out of line if i said i miss u?*
*rabba ishq na hove*

2005-05-27T17:54:00.000+08:00

hie.. hais.. nowadays very lazy to blog wahaha.. soorry.. haha.. anyways.. was jus goin thru mi entries.. hmm.. interestin entries huh.. haha.. that was wen i was all madd abt sumone haha.. now im freee lalala haha.. anyways.. lets see on wednesday went to the amazing race thingi to bring the sec 1's iw as incharge of the grp consisting of melinda, esther, hyati and ganga.. wahh i very scared to lose them.. esp esther.. she very playful thank god melinda help mi to scold her wen she notti wahaha... then went wit them.. slack onli.. they all sell the pens all that... but then in the end i helped them la.. they all tired.. haiss.. then frm bugis went to orchard then baq to skl cos theyre time up oreadi.. then took train baq to skl time we met putri and her grp then wen reach j8 we tel them to go baq first faster cos they gonna b late and we dun need to reach then in the end.. mi putri and jun han took taxi and went baq first =P very mean la huh. .haha. but too badd haha.. ya then yest nvr go skl haha.. then today last day!!!! but mel's phone and wallet got stolenn )): nvm mel.. can get new one (: haha.. o ya.. plus.. we got our juniors oreadi ... i like mine.. they not notti one haha.. they got listen to mi hehehe.. hmm.. i juus changed mi blogskin.. wanted to put song but then the iwebmusic spoil laa.. haiyo.. haha.. kk .. anyways.. gonna slack the whole day.. hmmm.. shud i cook dinner tonite? hahaha.. im serious lol.. hmm hope they dun get food poisonin.. nvm. i shal cook lunch tml.. lazy la today haha.. byee!!
*dont phunk with mi hrt*
*hmm.. if we're meant to b.. we'll meet again*
*in the bus?*

2005-05-24T11:28:00.000+08:00

heyy!! im in skool now.. hAha.. came here to do english thingi on edulearn.. on .. the state of discipline in my skool...which..SUX... hahaha .. boredd...the topics so boring.. woops.. teachers here.. blog later..byee

2005-04-24T13:28:00.000+08:00

hiee.. life has been sucky.. succky.. very sucky.. sumtin happened.. sad.. real sad.. dint think itll happen so fast.. baljit jus came baq frm UK.. so m gonna tok to him abt it.. hope he'll b able to help mi out.. o well..
*Zindagi mein koyi kabhi aaye na rabba*
*Aaye jo koyi toh phir jaaye na rabba*
*well.. ill move on..*

2005-03-31T17:08:00.000+08:00

hiee.. yest was mi bday ! thanks for the pressies and gifts jiawen, fiona, daphne, mel, valenisha, weiting, amanda, mi parents and... noone else haha.. thanks for the card jarrod marcus and edwin.. and thanks to those who wished mi happy bdae.. hehex.. and 'the clique+amanad' thanks a lot for letting the WHOLE canteen hear ull singing happy bdae.. i reeli appreciate it... ! lol.. cant wait for saturday hehe.. anyways.. i gtg.. going for music class.. bye bye !!

2005-03-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

ello.. haiss.. today not so gd day after all.. went to j8 to buy litings pressie.. hope she likes it.. lol.. then came home.. daddy was on leave so daddy and mummy were home... then freshen up and go study little bit... then whole day slack.. got the answer to the question.. pamela cant make it.. o well... sumtin alwaes seems to cum up.. like i cant go or she cant go.. haiss... no mood to du anything.. no mood to type in the blog oso .. fiona.. we all luv u.. dun feel that way okai.. mayb its not the world turnin its baq on u.. mayb ure the one turnin ur baq to the world.. but ure still as lame as usual.. and we luv u for that !!! the 7 of us rock ! forever frens.. !! dun feel left out okai ?? cheer up.. u sad i oso sad haha.. well.. nth much to say.. feeling gloomy.. upset.. haiss.. i dunno la.. !!

2005-03-21T17:18:00.000+08:00

heyy.. never update so long !! im feeling so weird... haiss.. lets see.. on thursday.. went for disney on ice wit renee.. whee ! it was damn nice.. the costumes were superb... but the gals behind us were NOISY !! o man.. real noisy.. haha.. anyways.. first we went orchard jus to eat mos burger.. renee !!! lol.. then we went lookin for more food.. so that in case we get hungry durin the disney on ice thingi haha.. ended up buying loads of doughnuts.. mostli chocolate.. then bought octopus balls [dun tink dirty ah !! haha] then went out of takashimaya.. and ate the octopus balls... then we got thirsty.. got up and went to a nearby small shop to buy drink.. then walked to orchard mrt and went all the way to the expo.. renee.. rmbr the english guy .. hahahhaha.. did his armpit stink ? lol ! then after the show came home.. we were acting soooo lame.. okai fine.. I was acting soo lame.. lol... then the rest of the day du nutting haha... o went to meet mi mum.. ya.. then nutting.. then on friday.. stayed at home.. boring !! then on saturday went punjabi skool.. aarti, sharon and ezrynn nvr cum : (( was boring.. actualli not borin.. cuz balrin came to our class hahaha.. it was soo bloody funny man.. o god ! haha.. then came home.. then yest.. sunday.. symaren gave bal a surprice by suddenli cuming over.. i knew that she was cuming la.. then went to see shaan .. mi dog.. sooo cute.. i miss him : (( haiss.. then went dinner at cricket club... hais.. sad case man.. missed twice.. SYMAREN.. TWICE.. AHH !! I CANT BELIEVE IT OKAI.. !!! O MAN.. heartache man.. twice u noe ?!? o god ! haha.. but was fun ah sym ? the environment TO the toilet was beautiful.. u noe wat i mean rite ? haha.. anyways.. then left symaren home.. then came home and slept.. haha.. then today went skool.. maths test was postponed.. again hahah.. thats gr8 man.. mr ong.. postpone.. dun wan tml ! haha... yea.. then seats were changed in class today.. but in the end stil end up nex to jia wen.. and closer to the rest wahahax.. i like this arrangement.. haha... anyways.. nutin more to say leh.. onli.. symaren.. im sorry.. dun ask mi y.. jus accept mi apology k ? u dunno wat im tokin abt.. but.. im very sorry : (( .. thats abt it.. o and those ppl who r pissin mi off.. im freaking hell pissed off la.. enuf la okai ? u tink i got no other probs issit ? dun need to add on.. bloody hell.. f*ck it,,, get out of mi f*cking life.. thanks :) byee !
*haha.. i noe wat u mean now*
*but i luv u haha*
*never can imagine life without u*
*ure mi everything*

2005-03-12T18:38:00.000+08:00

heyy.. woah these few days not so gd not so bad haha.. so okai laa.. nvr blog very long lerr.. no mood ! took class pic a few days baqq..! and straightened and layered mi hair : )) hehhe.. thats wat im happy abt haha... yea.. then hmMm.. nutting new la.. still the old boring mii ! haiss.. o lots of hw for hols.. a few plans too... tml going sentosa... hes not cuming.. o well.. gonna be boring i guess.. im oreadi bored.. chatted wit a few peeps jus now and mi stupid mouse screwed up and then sum of them went offline.. freakin mouse ! haha..yest had track and field heats.. passing baton mi hse the gals came in last.. o well ! haha.. and after yest i tink im starting to........ nvm ! anyways.. no mood to blog.. so see yaa !
*i dunno.. im confused*
*ure seriusli confusing mi wit ur actions*

2005-03-07T18:45:00.000+08:00

hii ! haha.. today i very sian.. a lot of things to du leh.. actualli not a lot. .but i feelin very occupied.. but then i dun care i jus cum and blog haha... today was a stupid day.. morning morning miss selva cum scold mi.. she say wat.. she cant fine mi composition book.. got other people oso la... then she say 'jia wen.. mus look out for harlene.. she is sumtimes very lost' first seh say ppl disciplined now she say this.. make up ur mind cann ? then later she cum in and say 'o i found ur book' dots ! summore she scold deepak a lot oso.. then inthe end got find .. then y u never apologise ?!? so pissed.. spoil mi mood ! haiss.. yaa... then stayed baq after skool to discuss IPW... then went prefects room for awhile... wah liao.. the guys there very badd lehh ! they purposeli pretend to kick the ball towards mi cuz they noe i will scream.. :( haha.. then went home and renee came over... then we tok for awhile then she came du mi blog... i changed mi blogskin and song and everytthing .. is this betta ?? thanks renee ! o ya.. and renee was acting totalli mad ! singin sum stupid thing !! lols ! anyways.. better go du mi work la now.. later get scolding... feeling so sian... byee !
*hehe.. nex week*
*i luv u .. onli u .. forever*

2005-03-05T17:16:00.000+08:00

heyy.. haven blogged for long time.. well.. len mi continue..
-thursday-
nutting much happened onli stupid P.E. time.. bloody mr yeo SUX.. dun let us go for recess jus cos we never brisk walk properli.. can anyone get lamer ?!? haiss.. but thank god miss selva allowed us to have longer recess... she rox man ! i luv u miss selva !! yaa.. then on thursday i left skool earlier to go sumwhere for sumting... cannot say haha... yaa..
-friday-
the day passed fastt.. miss selvas periods passed fast too ! came home.. was suppose to go sumwhere.. but in the end dint so slacked at home the whole day..
-today-
morning went punjabi skool as usual.. it was fun.. but mi teacher dint cum... so onli studied for literally 10 mins... and 3 hours we were free ! yea.. which wasnt tat nice.. but sum other things were fun.. hehe..

yea anyways.. no mood to blog laa... kinda upsett.. so anyways.. byee !
*whee.. u make mi day*
*u robbed mi*

2005-03-02T13:41:00.000+08:00

heyy ! today half day haha ! im so tiredd.. gonna fall asleep any second.. seriousli.. this morning cudnt wake up.. it was raining outside so it was soo nice to sleep haiss.. thot of skipping skool.. but i was a gd girl and went to skool (: haha.. thick skin ! hahas.. dint bring anything except for a file and mi pencil case to skool cuz onli had english, p.e. and mt.. english bks all under desk.. but miss selva nicely went to du the exercise book which i dint bring.. but she dint collect and she dint find out.. altho' she looked in mi directions a few times.. phew ! o0o.. she claims that im disciplined : )) hahaha.. which i so dun agree wit ! hahas. oww.. got mosquito biting mi.. *scratch scratch* yaa.. then after skool went to heartland mall for awhilew it abigail.. ate KFC.. and bought sum stuffs ! heex..! ya.. after that came home.. yep.. now wan to go and sleep lerr.. byee !
*what goes around.. cums around.. what goes up.. mus cum down*
*its called karma, baby*

2005-03-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

hii !! haha.. im like so happy.. actualli kinda sad.. sad cuz symaren is sad :( sym.. cheer up lehh .. i dun like to see u sad... :( anyways.. yea.. spoke to -him- on sunday.. sumtin special happened.. but i aint telling haha. todays prem and andre [not 2e4 one] bday.. happy birthday guys ! all the best for everything !! : )) yea.. so happy abt sunday haha.. hmMm.. lets see.. tmls half day for mi skool cuz they supposedli did well for o's.. so we get hols ! whee ! haha.. and no hard work put in for that frm us.. thank euu seniors !! haha.. anyways.. gtg now..
btw.. brijesh.. im tokin abt barney :P byee..
*todays a special day*
*still in luv wit u.. lallala*

2005-02-27T12:45:00.000+08:00

heyy ! haiss.. not so happy anymore.. lifes takin a turn for the worse.. where did i go wrong ?? cant state wat happened cuz dun wan ppl to noe... but im bloody upset .. nutting to do wit -him- thank god ! haven spoken to him for a longg time.. never see him oso.. for more than a week : (( then the bitch who i hate *duh* is startin to get mi pissed off again.. haiss.. dreamt of -him- last nite.. wheee ! haha.. too bad it was onli a dream.. will it happen in actual life ??
*words are all i have to take ur heart away*
*im drowning in ur luv*

2005-02-25T19:56:00.000+08:00

hello !! m sooo happy hahaa.. yest was the 40th prefects investiture ... was sooo nervous.. it was like everyone was looking at us wen cumin in eee.. so scary. then had to go up and take the badge frm miss foong ! haha.. then after theat say the prefects pledge... poor jia wen was covered by badri and wilfred hahaha.. so *he* cudnt see her.. soo sad haha.. ya then after that went for refreshments.. the seniors all pull our tie !! wat tradition ?!? hahaha.. overall fun la.. then janice call mi pretending to ask mi sumting but i held onto mi tie.. then she cudnt pull but in the end still pulled hahaha.. -_-" ... then today wore the tiepin and badge.. woah.. scary man.. dint noe whether i shud wear it.. then jus wore it b4 reachin skool in the car and went to class.. the rest oso decidin whether to wear it or not hahhaa.. then they see mi wear then they oso wear.. lols ! ya.. then had 3 periods wit miss selva.. it finished very fast .. *suprised* ... after skol went for CIP.. wit the senior citizens.. then i was sitin wit this senior citizen.. he was looking out of the window... then i suddenli felt a pang of sadness hit mi.. its like.. i suddenli wondered if he was tinkin abt his family that has MAYB 'desserted' him at the old folks home.. very poor thing leh these folks.. haiss.. how can the children du that to them ?? they are oso human being leh.. they have feelings lor ! haiss.. so sad.. first went to the temple.. i joint jia wen wit her citizen cuz mine was wanderin off wit another old folk.. hahaha... then after the temple went to OG for 'shopping' then went kopitiam to drink kopi.. DUH ! hahaa.. then went baq skool and went to the prefects room.. sat there for abt an hour.. tok tok wit shanker, fiona they all.. suddenli mark came in lkin so angry.. and followed by Zhi Sen.. he oso looked angry.. dunno y.. but then later they happy again.. DOTS ! yea anyways.. o ya ! the guys in the prefects room were bloody disgusting lor !! u noe who im tokin abt ! lols.. cant even tink abt wat happened man.. ewwww !! *pukee* lols ! then mummy came to fetch mi.. i was walkin out wit kelvin, wilfred badri, zhi sen, fiona, shanker.. got anyone else ?? dunno.. yea.. then mi mum go wave at them and they wave baq.. errrmm ! hahaxXx.. but it was indeed a gr8 day.. heex.. wheee ! tml got punjabi skool.. cant wait.. yea ! haha.. kk.. gtg ler.. very tiredd.. byee !!
*can't help fallin in luv wit u*

2005-02-23T19:24:00.000+08:00

heyy ! im back to blog ! haha.. these few days have been very happy daes for mi.. touch wood ! yea.. have been having investiture rehersals.. toms is investiture.. cant wait !! yes !!!! haha... so exciting.. will b gettin mi prefects badge and mi tie pin .. *whistle* haha.. haven spoken to -him- for very long oreadi : (( missing u leh !! where r u ? haiss.. jia wen very happy nowadays... i wonder why.. hmmm.. ;) hahaha.. very happy for u and him, gal .. going on strong huh ? haha.. changed mi blog song.... again .. cant seem to b satisfied.. lols ! toms onli got lessons b4 recess after that dun have lerr for the prefex.. and i onli need to bring maths.. the rest mus bring mt.. wahaha !! no need to go for pe oso.. but i tink i wanna go... dunno leh ! hah... jia wen and fiona.. that fella dun like mi hor ! eee .. so.... no comments ! pls lor.. summore he go and say those things.. felt like slapping him man... u noe how pissed i got ! haha.. anyways.. ya.. gtg ler.. in case i dun blog toms..... happy 40th burfday whitley prefectorial board !!! keep going strong.. byes ! =)
*i miss u.. so badli*
*wonder where uve disappeared.. suddenli out of action*
*ure the one i think abt each day baby*

2005-02-20T18:46:00.000+08:00

heyy.. woah.. feelin kinda upset rite now.. haiss... no repli... anyways.. woke up this morning then watch movie 'pardesi'.. hindi movie.. so sad sum parts esp the song part.. haha... then after that studied maths.. now mus go study home ec.. tml exam.. went online so many times today.. but he wasnt online =( mi handphone spoilt so now using a old phone.. i miss mi 3200 : (( haiss.. nvm la.. blog tml if free..

2005-02-19T14:55:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey !! haha.. yest.. went j8 after skool wit abigail.. then we went to sum shops to find a keychain.. then i found this teddy bear one.. so cute.. bought that.. then went to popular to find those papers wit very nice backgrounds.. then came home.. typed out a note.. and pasted it onto the paper tat i bought.. and punched a hole at the corner to put the keychain.. then very bored so started pasting stickers hahaa.. then put it into this yellow paper bag small one.. then paste stickers on it too haha... then gave it to the person its for la.. ya.. anyways.. i seriusli gtg.. blog later if can.. byee
*luv ya*

2005-02-17T14:23:00.003+08:00

heyy.. changed mi whole blog.. how ? nice ? haha... so happy !! had x-country today.. got a medal.. came in fourth in the 'green house' team A... nex yr mus aim for trophy... haha.. so bloody tired.. gonna slp soon.. tml got geog exam... haiss.. jus read sum stuff.. im so bloody pissed wit sumone.. dint believe he was like that.. now i noe he is..! no wonder ive been told to b careful of him and not to b too close to him.. haiss.. dint expect u to b like that la.. haiss.. sighing so many times today haha.. aiya.. wan to go sleep oreadi la haha.. nitey nite !

*i guess u meant to.. but cudnt.. i hope nutting btw us change cos i can never think abt anything other than u..*
*dun forget.. its rare to find two hearts that beat as one.. like ours...*
*u tripped me.. thats y ive fallen for u*

2005-02-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

heyy ! i changed mi blog song... lurrve this song... haha.. today had marching after skool.. for thinking day next tuesday.. actualy had prefects investiture rehersal but cudnt go.. hmMm.. then went home and had a nice cold shower.. so bloody hot man ! tomz got x-country run.. ahhh ! hate it man ... haiss.. nvm la.. at least no skool : )) hahas. nutting much to write today... o ya.. forgot to mention.. last thursday went out wit sumone.. and sum of mi frens.. soo fun hahaha.. went orchard.. watched 'shall we dance' wheee ! haha... so fun yea thats abt it haha..

*y's it this way ? i try mi best .. i hope u r too... y aint u replying at times ??*
*fallen in love with u*

2005-02-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

wheee !!! the days suddenli seem to get betta and betta ! haha.. well hope it stays like this.. haha... hmMm.. fiona jus told mi tat 2e4 won the CNY class deco .. !!!!!! ahhh !!!! so happy !!! haha... cant wait for tml.. going to parry after skool.. mite go bowling wit summone and mi frens after that.. see first.. yay !!! cant wait for thursday.. going out.. wit sum of mi frens and.. nvm.. woohoo !!!! haha.. today had x-country run.. wonder why they call it that ! its so dumb haha ! then mi, jia wen and melina all walk all the way.. never run at all !! but still never cum in last.. great man ! haha... had interesting topics on the way... very interesting.. and melina LUVS to gossip !! hahhaa.. wont say abt wat.. or who .. haha.. anyways.. very tired.. feel like sleepin but at 10 need to go online chat wit sum1.. hopefulli dun fall asleep b4 that haha..
*fallen for u .. onli u*

2005-02-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

boo !! im back haha.. feelin kinda empty rite now.. wats missin ?? or shud i say.. whose missin ?
haix.. dunno la.. anyways.. the 2nd confirm list came out a few days baq.. then mi whole class all the prefects got confirm... wheee ! gd job peeps. !! actualli we shud thank our seniors.. if they dint help us we'll not b confirm.. ! thanks rachel !!! yest., thurs, had assembly.. title 'am i in love?'
one of my classmates started crying... quite sad sum of the parts.. then she started crying cuz she and her ex broke up... the boi is a bloody ba**t**d man !!!!!!!! he look at her with no feelings like that... where got ppl like that ? stupid dog ! eee.. better dun fall in luv la.. all onli cause heartache de.. but.. how can we stop the feeling ? its a feeling that noone can stop... then today.. dint go for cca.. wah lah ! the stupid bloody P.E. run so much till wan to die oreadi !!! haix.. cant wait for after x-country and 2.4 napha test man ! then can plai netball again.. haha.. las yr was so fun manz... haix.. feeling so bloody tired.. tomz muz get up earli again ! stupid punjabi skool
=( but looking forward to it oso =) hahaha.. getting siao.. again.. better go haha... nitey nite !!
*the way i feel abt u..havent felt it for anyone else..and..never will*

2005-02-01T16:46:00.000+08:00

heyy.. haha.. been lafing non stop today.. dunno y .. so happy haha.. lifes much better without sum asses huh ? haha.. anyways.. nuttin much to write today.. mi auntie cuming later.. for dinner.. she going baq to new zealand on thursday so yea.. wan to go cycle now haha.. c ya..
o ya.. gonna change mi song to 'White Flag' !! woohoo !! okay im mad..

Dido-White Flag
I know you think that I shouldnt still love you
Ill tell you that
But if I didnt say it
Well, Id still have felt it
Wheres the sense in that?
I promise
Im not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
~cHoRuS~
Well I will go down with this ship
And I wont put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
Im in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you cant talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then Im sure that that makes sense
~cHoRuS~
Well I will go down with this ship
And I wont put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
Im in love and always will be
And when we meet
As Im sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
Ill let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That Ive moved on
Well I will go down with this ship
And I wont put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
Im in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I wont put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
Im in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I wont put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
Im in love and always will be
-End-

2005-01-29T14:19:00.000+08:00

heyy !! so many darn things have happened...i juz came baq to mi senses thanks to some1.. u noe who u are.. thanks !!! i juz found that sum frens are real backstabbers ! bi*ches ! rite now.. tokin abt ONE particular person.. bloody BI*CH!! bloody bad influence on mi.. time consuming biatch !! i hate u la.. leave mi alone.. i dun wanna tok to u.. dun wanna have anything to do wit u... found mi true frens.. and u aint one of them.. and will never b.. since u prefer guys over others.. go la.. go kiss their asses !! oops.. getting kinda vulgar.. better stop !! but im seriousli mad at u.. never gonna forgive u... F*CKING biatch !! hais ! now for the go0od parts haha.. i got confirmed prefect.. wheEe !! haha.. im mad.. o ya.. juz joined 'siao siao' centre.. made by weiting.. who wan to join frm whitley prefectorial board onli ! first hundred customers free... haha.. so quick.. cum and join.. haha.. i juz realized that one of mi so-called frens is a bad influence on mi.. seriousli.. ive done things i never wud have done if i nvr met her.. unforunateli i had to meet her.. well.. juz for ur info.. ive cum to mi senses.. now all u need to do is get out of mi freaking life !

"Low"
Everybodys talking
But they dont say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I dont want the sympathy
Its cool you didnt want me
Sometimes you cant go back
But whyd you have to go and make a mess like that
Well I just have to say
Before I let go
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
No I dont need your number
Theres nothing left to say
Except I never thought itd hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
Ive gotta go
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
What you did was low (low)
What you did was low (low)
What you did was low (low)
I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you cant say that
Heres to show
For all the time I loved you so
So..!!!
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
Cuz what you did was low...

2005-01-23T14:30:00.000+08:00

heyy !! haha.. so happy !! lol.. juz started mi blog and nvr update properli hehe.. anyways.. thursday went skool ... jia wen was very sad... dunno y... but i hope it gets okai la.. not used to her being so quiet.. thursday i oso very sad haha.. su has gone baq to england.. and on wednesday night hes frens came over... then dunno wat happen i suddenli very sad started crying haha.. then nvr eat dinner go and take panadol haha.. stupid mi.. thank god nutting happend ! then friday... holiday .. hari raya.. went to cousins hse.. playy !! haha.. and yest., went punjabi skool after that went jaggie's hse.. her bday.. then she, her cousin and mi went tiong bahru.. and i pierced mi ears.. yay!!! so excited haha.. so now got 4 holes on 2 ears and 2 holes one each ear [the way andre says it] haha.. after that went to outram to meet sumone.. we hardli spoke.. jaggie did all the tokin.. haha.. then walkin to the other mrt station met bros fren.. cant say who.. we are gonna pretend like we nvr met.. rite ??? haha.. our secret.. shhh !! haha.. today woke up and did a bit of home ec. project.. now muz go study maths.. got test.. o ya... mr ong postponed the maths test which was supposed to b on thurs to today.. wheee !!!! haha.. okie.. byee !

2005-01-19T13:02:00.000+08:00

finally!! deleted all mi previous entries.. im starting 'afresh'.. hahaha.. wat a joke... today bad day sia.. actualli not that bad la.. but anyways.. after skool had IPW.. then went to have lunch wit melina, jermaine and jia wen.. then fiona joined us wit her band partner.. after tat.. fiona and jia wen went for their cca's.. mi, mel and jerm sat at 'lau di fang' [old place] and did hw.. woah.. melina and jerm damn siao!! esp. mel! crazy girl!! then they okay oreadi.. make mi mad hahhaa.. dunno la.. full of nonsense... then after that go hall see jia wen jump on the tramp.. then walk home wit adin, nurul, nasren and wilfred's sister.. sorry.. dunno ur name.. haha.. tok to her so much but dunno her name.. lols. then after that came home at 4+.. tok to jaggie.. then ask her help mi call sumone to tell sumting la.. then suddenli i felt very sad.. then called mi fren to tok to her.. dunno wat happen la.. felt like crying... boohoohoo!! y is life so unfair at times? f**k lar. anyways.. was jus toking to andre.. not 2E4 one.. is another one.. then he told mi my brother take our braces look very different.. hmMm.. cant wait to see him !! hahaxXx.. then now blogging.. after this mus go study maths... got test on thursday.. 2E4 peeps.. dun forget!!! haha.. bUaiX!!